i write less when i'm happy. i'm too busy being happy that i don't have much time to document how happy i am. perhaps, i't's because i'm rarely happy? i mean, who could ever be happy in a workplace full of self made divas and old hags who think they are always right? they will criticize you to the point you wish you can disappear so fast just to get rid of their annoying voice. oh lupa, lamunin mo ako now na please

make-up should't be obvious- like how can it be possible???
laughing and smiling not allowed- ehhh? should i look upset or constipated all the time? my client                                                               would get sick even more
you should wait for them to finish their work before going home but if they finish first they will go home first cos they are SENIOR and ur a loser-KKKkkKKKKKkkkkKKK

i am not the only one feeling this but when talked with someone who worked before in the same department as i am, she compared her situation before to or situation now and she was saying that we just complains much when in fact in their time it was more difficult. i don't know if her oinion is valid since most of my senior are saying the opposite. that they happier before that now. that it was easier before than now. nevertheless, i still want to take her statement as an advice that i am looking more on the darker side than on the bright side. if i will see things in  different perspective, maybe i can see better. maybe, i can be more positive and happier.

there's this one person in Malaysia that i follow on Facebook and I am very grateful because in this place where it's difficult to find happiness, she's the one who inspires me to keep moving.

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 Xandria Ooi

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New Toy

Canon 700D

I bought a new camera as a gift to myself for my 25th birthday!!! Yey!! I feel so rewarded. Now, I am watching Youtube to know how to use it because actually I am such a horrible photographer.

When I was in high school I frequently attend workshops on journalism and it included photojournalism. At that time, my focus was on news writing, editorial writing and news writing. I didn't know that 4 years later, Instagram and blogging will be a breakthrough for the millenials. You can even earn money from it. At some point in my life, I also want to create a blog that would be viewed and appreciated by the many. I know that being a writer isn't a stable career so I didn't get a degree in communication.  Plus, I don't have a very good grammar. But since writing is very close to my heart,
I will never stop. Who knows, I have a future in this.

I just have a very limited opportunity to practice my photography skills since I am in a very strict country which does not allow documenting the dark side of the society.

Anyway, I am excited and I hope I can become a good photographer.

We also went to McDonalds today. It's my first time and I was so happy. It was like... uggghhh. F R E E D O M!!!!. It's a bit far from where we live and I like it since I have not been out and about for a long time.Before, I usually travel out of town even just once every three months and I miss the feeling of a long joyride, watching the view over the window. Even just riding the bus makes me sentimental and I got a chance to reminisce good things. Travelling makes me more positive.

Their McDonalds have cubicles with a very cute interior and when you go inside of it, you close the curtain after having your orders since females should be like "hidden". I appreciate it but I miss and like more the open, a bit noisy and coffee smelly branch in McDonalds, Koronadal.  It feels more homey and nice to see families eating, friends talking over coffee, students writing reports, office people making reports late at night... I miss Philippines so much...

 When I got home in our flat... I was like... it's so expensive to have "me"time. harhar. But it's freedom and happiness at stake so I'm willing to invest.*wink*

Hope you're having a wonderful day.

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