Randomly--- will update in time

it's been a long time since the last blog. i'm sorry for that.

anyways, it's been 10 months and i realised i've grown a lot. after all those learn-in-the-hardest-way eperinces, after all the cries and sleepless nights, all i want is to be at peace and happy. so here are my resolutions for 2017.

1.focus on the now. live at at the moment. you only live once

2.. i came here to learn. i'll just consider this as post graduate interneship. i'm gonna beat my own record, eat healthy, do exercise and keep in mind that i don't have to be always with somebody to reach my goal. after all, when i was in high school i was the only one working hard for all my dreams. future? leave it to God.

3. It's okay if the won't notice me. If the don't know me, the better. I will leave this pace without a trace.

4. Hopefully, I can pursue my post graduate degree next year and save a lot for the future... house and lot, farmland, moving to Germany, Japan or Australia

5. I want to be a better versio of myself, the more positive, if they got angry with me, if they scold me, if they shout at me, i should move n easily just like i don't care, they don't know me anyway, they dont know about my past, they dont deserve to know my story. everything I do, I do it for God.

6.Wishing for more hardworking me, more energetic me. I hope I'l be able to accept changes easily, work as a nurse by heart even it's no easy, I should acept the fact that I'm a NURSE

7. I didn't choose nursing, nursing chose me and I am trapped and just like my father said, since I am an honor student, I must be honorable. I should put heart in my labor and actions and I will never get tired.

8.. Won't aim for their compliments, I had it all in the past, it is time to pay it forward.