ISLA JARDIN 2017

Movie Review: Ang Kwento Nating Dalawa (The Story of Us That Never Was)

Guess what??? I've got some extra time so I was able to extract some energy to watch movies these past few days and Indie Films like rom com movies are really getting into my nerves.

Oo na, wala kasi akong ka skype, ka chat or whatever. Apart from my salary and my wee moments, only movies gives me the giddy feeling. And since, I have been through a lot in life (char) I just thought that maybe I should watch the real once, not the typical happy ending so predictable kind of film.

At heto na nga, nanood ako ng Ang Kwento Nating Dalawa (The Story of Us That Never Was)

Spoiler Alert!

It's a story of a cinematographer and a script writer and how there complicated, wrong relationship started and ended.

It was so raw but so real. I didn't grow up in Manila but when I was applying for work abroad, I always ride on trains for faster traspos. The artistic views  LRT were nostalgic it remind of my lost moments while processing my application. You know na, I've C minus in navigation.

Truth is I've got nothing much to say since I'm not really a movie critic. I just find it a vey nice mivie so I decided to post it here.  Luke was handsome and Kate was cute and though they are friends with the main characters they don't cross the lines and they just ramained,there--- listening and supporting their friends no matter what.

photo not mine

 This is  a good watch. That's it. #

Partings Never Easy

So this is my first entry for the year 2018 and the long hiatus is because I am a senior now even though I only worked for two years in this hospital.  My seniors resigned already and only few could become shift in charges and that is why I always work in yellow and red zones, I am becoming a shift in charge more that twice a month and also a narcotic in charge. Apart from that I also had an orientee and I am just so happy that she already finished her evaluation. God bless her and I hope she learned a lot from me.

Writing for me is liberating and it saves my sanity. I am in the verge  of darkness now not just because my menstruation is coming but because my friends are leaving and only the two of us will be left in ER. The new staffs have their own life that I think I can't be friends with them as much as I became a friend to fresh gurls.

So yeah, the other day they had farewell party and whe it was time for my friends to speak, I just cried. I was kind of ashamed that I was so emotional at that time but I just can't help it. I cannot imagine myself attending the meetings without someone who will remind me. I now have to check my own schedules and duty changes. I always look forward for the day that we'd work together so I have someone to walk to the hospital and go home with. You know they are you're friends so they will help you when your job is not yet finished, they will give you food if your hungry, and they will cheer you up when you're sad or lonely. They are the ones you could share your rants and raves with. They are annoyed sometimes but they will just listen to you because they love you. haha. Amazing that's just how love works.

Actually I don't want them to go because I still need someone to eat ice cream with, shop with and sing videoke with, vent my stress onto. I have learned a lot from BLS, ACLS and PALS training because of them. They are very hardworking as much as smart. Now that I need to renew my licenses I need to do it alone in a mature way. mature way? haha. Kakaiyak sobra. I will miss us but it's time to go.

All I can say is that, thank you for the memories, for the deepest friendships, for the kindest thoughts. You'll be forever in my heart, FRESH GURLS.

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