NOT YET

We’ve known each other for a very long time

But the feelings we have is just like mime

I’m not really sure if you are mine

When will it be our hearts intertwine?

Never had this feeling towards any man

In 18 years I’ve lived that not yet a woman

I cannot explain why you’re always in my mind

In night and day, in my dreams you always bind

Since you have shared your life to me

Your dreams, career and family

I have also learned that you’re a kind of guy

That I can lean on whenever I cry.

Now I’m always longing for you

When I’m happy, even in blue

Oh! How I wish we will be together

In sharing sweetness of love now and forever

You said you love and I love you too
but I’m confused how it is true

What I know is just I’m happy with you

I become lonesome when your message is due.

Just like, I’m also looking behind

To my parents and family to me so kind

With all sorts they sustain my study

So I work hard to give them repay

Oh! How I wish I can commit

To our official relationship

But I’m afraid I’ll get hurted

And my academics will be affected.

You are the man I want to spend my life with

The one to kiss goodnight, cook breakfast with

I admit I want you to be my children’s’ father

You’ll teach them values and also number

Before you go to the office, I’ll fix your tie

Then you’ll say you love me and kiss me goodbye

You’ll leave our home you built and designed

With our son who’s smart and kind

Oh! Hoe I love dreaming of these

But I’ve already set my priorities

Asking me if I’m ready for our hearts to meet?

I’m sorry my answer to you is not yet.