Sunday, January 30, 2011

Deligence is a MUST

"Do not underestimate the power of a study habit"
                                                          -Francis Kong
  The  micswell coffee of CF wellness ultimate is very much effective. I wasn't able to feel so sleepy for hours after taking a dose of their decaffeinated mocha flavored coffee. I never felt palpitations and arrythmia too. I like this brand so much because it contains agaricus mushroom for the brain, moringa for the immune system which contains seven times Vitamin C compared to citrus and oranges and many other nature's blessing for the health and wellness of human beings.
  The coffee has effectively helped me in memorizing and studying my lessons the other night. We had a very long coverage and answering the enumeration type of exam is very stressful for me. With  my diligence,focus and a cup of coffee, I no longer suffered repetitive vocalization of the things I've read just to memorize them.
   The day of judgment has come this morning and we're already assigned to our respective seats. First  exam given is the mastery quiz followed by the final exam. i'm so happy that even i wasn't blessed with an extremely high intelligence i was able to pass the two tests and earn a SCORE.
    I only studied overnight yet I passed despite the difficulty of the exam thanks to God and CF Wellness Ultimate I no longer need to stay up all night and attend the exam so exhausted. I am not saying that coffee gives miracle. Of course we also need to review our notes to make sure that we get a high score. With or without coffee I am sure that every student would perform well in the class if and only if they study. So bottom line, even you do not spend overnights reading your notes you should find a good  technique in learning. You should invest time with your notes. Reminder, when you review your lessons more often, you would learn to think and analyze the topic deeper and it will be inculcated in your brain as a long term memory.
      As a student nurse, short term memory is not really effective in board exams and job performance so better yet study and practice with passion and persistence.







Saturday, January 22, 2011

Unveiling my Heart's Desire


Every girl is dreaming of true love though not every person believes in it. There are also some who are just afraid to feel it because of the fact that it really hurts at the end when relationship doesn't work. If I'd be asked if I believe in true love, yes I do. But like other girls, I’m also afraid to get hurt. I’d prefer an unreciprocated, one sided love. Like a man who loves me too much but I don't love him much or the other way around. Hence, I wouldn't expect a happy ever after and cry like a stupid.

     Actually I’m in love, not just today but every day. Yes it’s true. I'm in love with my life and all the good things around me. But no the kind of "romantic" kind of love. Just like the love that a girl like me (in my age) should feel. Even at a young age, I've been always waiting for a guy to love and care for me but when I admire someone and that someone also expresses his admiration to me, I’d rather go away from him. Coward? heist. Because I know it’s not the right time yet. Pwedi hanggang MU lang? As in Malabong Usapan?

     Even if the feeling is mutual,  I’m afraid that the guy I like will just take advantage of my feelings and just hurt me. Now, maybe you’re confused with my concept of true love, since I've told you a while ago that I’d rather have an unreciprocated love. How do I avoid getting hurt? When I got a crush on a guy I make sure he doesn't notice. I don't tell him too.  It’s up to him to conclude. Also I'd rather want that a guy who likes me won't tell  me he likes me. That way I won't expect too much and I won't feel awkward moments.

    When you're in a relationship you have to consider the other person when you make decisions. And you also have to consider what other people might think about the both of you. Some times when you're so much in love other people are so happy for both of you that when you break up they're the one who gets hurt most and take long time to move on. Kesyu bagay daw kayo. Tsk.

    Bad thing about me, when a guy who likes me (and i also like) becomes sweet to me I transform into someone super rude or super nice or super saiyan. GrrRRR. I get irritated easily I don't know why. Nag-iinarte.   I’m really weird and confusing. Yeah, it’s true. It would be just fine for me if you’ll judge me that way because sometimes I don’t also understand myself. Maybe, it’s because of the emptiness inside that only he could fill. I'm longing for someone so strong and courageuos to make me feel loved and secure. Sad thin is, I've been waiting for so long that I feel like a damn hell crazy already. It sad to be alone sometimes but no matter what happens, I will continue to hope and pray that he would come.What date? I don’t know. I’ll just let fate decide. I’ll just let it to be in God’s hands.

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