today, i was so surprised to know that we'll be having our midterm exam in competency appraisal tomorrow. goodness, have to review a lot because CA grade will make me or break me. hopefully, i'll make it this sem. hehe... i'll also meet my partner in our JS prom. i have to orient him with the traditions haha. hope he'll feel comfortable with me and hope i'll feel comfortable with him too. tsk tsk that's the risk when you're partner in JS is arranged by other people.sana yong kakilala ko na lang pinniliko.. huhu .. kasi naman don't have a special someone to pull through so i have to settle for "what is there". i just feel so disappointed because my partner is not asking me about the JS. don't know if he's really coming, if he already has a dress, if he knows what to do or whatsoever. i also have doubts in him tsk tsk... masaya sana siyang kausap.

next, we also had a meeting with sir ash this day regarding the graduation and pinning. have to pay more than what we expected but it's ok. that's the call of nature. sometimes, we have to deal with it or else we'll end up broken. anyways, i wasn't so worried about the special awards like writer of the year, debater of the year and so on.(though sir already considered to nominate me in debater of the year. haha. thank sir..) what bothers me most is if i could qualify for cum laude because my CGPA is really at the edge.. huhu.. i want to regret but i will only waste my time. right now, i'm trying to do my best in my academics so my CGPA would improve but every time i do good some "bad luck" really happens.. grrrrsss... i just hope i can still make it Lord. actually, am not aiming for the honor for myself, i just want to give some happiness to my parents. aside from that, honor students would be granted a free review classes in Phoenix so if i graduate with honors i can save as much as 13K and it's already a big saving. this honor thing really matters a lot to me. so please help me pray :)hehe... Godbless you too .. happy saturday ) #