Work Abroad or Med School?

Until now, I have not decided yet if I will really pursue med school because of the fear that I might not get a scholarship. I'm trying to look for other medschool that has cheaper tuition fee. But even so, I still don't want to bother my family with school fees. I really need a scholarship!!!!

As I lay down the considerations, I've decided that if I don't pass the scholarship for that school, I will no longer study medicine since I'm already 24 years old and before 26, I should be having a stable career.

I'm so stressed I have no one to talk to about my problems cause even though my parents would advise me to this and that after all, I will still be the one to decide for myself. Sometimes, I also say, if only I was born a bit richer, going into med school wouldn't be as tough as this. haiissst. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy with where I am. I'm just sad that we can't afford the tuition fee.

Well, anyway, if I don't get in, at least I tried and I won't spend my whole life with what ifs. Maybe, if I won't get in, med school isn't really for me. I will just work abroad, save a hundred thousand bucks, go back in the Philippines, put up a business and study law. harhar. After all, in my heart, law is closer than med. I'm just considering medicine for my undergraduate course in premed and not prelaw.

Honestly, I'm terrified. haisst.  God bless my career. :) #