Looking Through

November 2, 2011

       It was a funny experience yesterday and it wasn't easy for me to get over so I decided to blog it. hehe

     

       My friend named Claire and I went to Gaisano Mall, Iligan City to relax and watch the most talked movie in the local showbiz nowadays which is entitled, "The Unkanogable Praybeyt Benjamin" starring Vice Ganda and Derek Ramsay. After buying some stuffs, we felt tired and hungry so we went to chowking for our lunch. I was really sleepy at that time so while eating my mind goes somewhere. You know, I really love daydreaming. Especially dreaming of my prince. While in the middle of that subconscious moment, I was caught by the busy service crew of the chinese restaurant. During those time, my prince charming was replaced by my vision of having my own job someday. Would I become a full time nurse or I'd explore other field. My mind was still wandering when a guy wearing a chef's uniform in the window of the restaurant suddenly brought me into reality. I noticed that he's cute, later I realized he's also charming, and handsome and smart and so on. Then I constantly looked at him which seemed like my eyes were nailed on him already. The shadows of my  long lost prince popped out in my subconsciousness and totally conquered by real world. It was a great feeling to see your one true love looking at you. He's so masculine, so smooth, so fresh, such a man of my dreams. I was brought into a paradise full of colorful and blooming flowers, with the bright yet amazing sun rays which feels good as it lands on my skin. For about fifteen seconds I really enjoyed the feeling of being  in love then in swift moment I went back to reality knowing that he was also looking at me bewildered. Knowing that he caught me staring at him constantly made me uncomfortable. But my playful mind said, "have a little bit  fun... look at him straight into his eyes and test if he can stand it or not".

      When I was in high school my friend told me, if you have noticed a guy looking at you try to look at him too. Try to communicate with him through your eyes or try to test if he can stand your stares, if he bows down it means he likes you, he admires you or he might feel something special for you.

       That thought brought me tingling sensation so I tried it too. Gradually, he did no longer looked bewildered. He look at me constantly too. He was so manly, so tantalizing. He was trying to communicate with me through the eyes. He was asking me something but I do not know what it was. Later on, I was the one stunned. I was still staring at him but I was no longer so sure of my plan. I was the one caught off guard. His gaze brought me foreign feelings and emotions. When I can no longer stand the feeling, I quit looking at him before I lost my mind. I looked down and smiled. Smiled because I failed. I realized he may not like me but I was the one who liked him so much. When I looked back at him, he just smiled too.

      We're already done eating so when I look at my friend, she invited me to go to the supermarket so we went out of the restaurant. NAWINDANG TALAGA AKO! 

         Claire and I bought some toiletries  but while pushing the cart, I smile deep inside. My friend just keep quite and never bothered. I do not know if she knows something but I prefer not telling her. It was only a once in a lifetime experience that bought some spark in my life. That was it. Nothing more. I do not know if i will see him back. I do not know when I'll be back at that restaurant but what I'm sure is that just looking at him already made me happy and knowing that he got some time to communicate with me even through the eyes made me happy even more and as of now, that's all matters :) #